Friday, April 11, 2008

NO EASY WAY ABOUT THIS


I don't know what I was thinking when I urged you to go but as certain as I was then that it was the right thing to do, I am still. That doesn't mean I am not seeing you off with a heavy heart. There will be lonely nights and I will deal with them. There will be uneasy mornings when my eyes would flutter with creeping restiveness and I would have to realize again that I am alone. That this is ephemeral does not make it trivial. In our world, there is you and I, together.

I am of you and you are of me. That is how it is. That is what I know.

Keep safe and take my love along with you.

2 Comments:

Blogger batjay said...

we had dinner last night in our favorite fish head curry place. as usual, nasa labas kami ng kalye kumain and as usual the food was fucking great. sinalubong ako ng suki natin saying- "where have you been?" like we were the long lost friends she hasn't seen in a while.

all i could do was think about you. miss na kita mylab.

lab U.

Sun Apr 13, 02:59:00 PM PDT  
Blogger Jet said...

Much as I wish I was with you, I'm glad to know people are being kind and that you're having a fun time. Di bale Pa, bawi na lang tayo pagbalik mo. :D

Ingat ka and I love you too.

Sun Apr 13, 10:37:00 PM PDT  

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